Saayanq Dherr .

2010-11-14T18:42:00.000-08:00

HEY BLOGGER !
sorry for leaving you dead ):
i was busy on tumblr and facebook .
not only that , im also busy in daily life .
but hey blogger , i still love you :DD
so yeah , how i spent my day yesterday ?
i was at home from morning till 5 plus .
cause i was waiting for my other sister's to come back from swimming .
i was at home with bibik & daddy . but daddy went BB first .
the rest came back , so we headed to bukitbatok hometeam .
played bowling first .
met new friends(: and i was shocked cause daddy knew one of thier parents .
they salam-ed my dad . and daddy ask me to salam those new friends .
then i was like wth dad -.-
so yeah , we chat , laugh and disturb each other .
i went to my sister ; dina . i said this .
Me : eh , kau ingat yg crite hindustan tu? yg 3 idiots ?
Dina : oh ! ah2 . asal ?
Me : kau tngk kat dorang . mcm 3 idiots eh ?
Dina : *she laughs* betulbetulbetul !!
then i shout 3 idiots ! they say kuanghajar eh !
but yeah , its nice talking/meeting them .
we'll be meeting soon at this wednesday chalet aites .
my dad's friend chalet . 3 idiots are going too .
yeah , so they wanted my number so that we could meet and go together .
not for any other reason ah ! HAHA !
gavethem . went home 10 + .
we went home first , then daddy .
said goodbye to 3 idiots (: hehe .
i kinda love my day yesterday . they totally made my day .
so yeah , today ? maybe rotting in this boring house.
sorry blogger for ignoring you .
but yeah , maybe you can find me in tumblr and facebook !
im always active in there .
ask me personally for my tumblr .
so , i guess i will end here .
and it seems that many are not active at blogger alr ah .
BYEBYE BLOGGER .

2010-10-31T18:06:00.000-07:00

Hello Humans , Alliens , Ghosts .
hehe , im back on blogger !
just updated my tumblr yesterday .
so yeah , how is my day yesterday ?
woke up arnd i forgot , bath , play comp for while .
recieved a call , then went to changed .
got ready and went down , lazy take bus . so i cabbed to bukit batok .
haha ! seriously i was lazy to go out .
but yeah , what to do ?
i went back arnd 4 plus , tired uh .
cabbed again , but this time was to cck interchange .
took bus , then home.
currently chatting with baby , last nite otp for almost 1 hour .
FUNNN ! heheheh !
today 1st november right ? 7 more days baby !
so yeah , my dearest uncle birthday is today !
happy birthday , semoga panjang umor .
thanks for everything yeah uncle ?
ILOVEYOUUU ALOTT .
kay , i guess thats it .
ByeBye Humans , Alliens , Ghost .

Be careful in letting go of the things you thought are just nothing

faz & sister ♥

2010-10-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGER .
im slow yeah . haha .
so today update is bout the birthday peeps .
yeah , mood feeling better after the last post that was totally sad .
so , yeahh .

FAZLAN ♥

Happy belated birthday my dearest little chubbiest cousin !

baru 11 jek eh ? HAHAHAH !

well , good luck for your PSLE next year aites ?

make your parents proud alrite .

we've got the same headphone , shirt , shoes !

and our fb dp pun samerh baju ! aint we cool ? HEHEH !

i miss you lots man ! meet up soon , lets be mad and poke kak meera !

may all your wishes come true, hope you have a BLAST on yr bdae .

hehe , okay . ILOVEYOUUUU .

Younger sister ♥

OII ! happy belated birthday my irritating, stupid , idiot , loved and many more lah !

baru 11 jugak eh ? HAHAH ! so yeah .

i've got no present for you but we will be celebrating yr bdae soon aites ?

seriously idk what to say alr . cause i have alr say what i wanna say at yr bdae card .

1 and a half paper you know ! buy for me pen ah !

so yeah , eventho there are times when i said i wish i did not have a sister like you ,

i knew you were still my sister .

you are VERY irritating , stubborn , idiotic , cute , talkative at times.

but im lucky cause god gave me a sister like you(:

hmm , thats all for you ?

cause i put all of what i wanna say alr at the paper .

Jyeahh , this is all i wanna say .

BYEBYE BLOGGER . HEHEHE

2010-10-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY BLOGGER AND HUMANS .
you know what ? i kinda miss blogging .
waitwait , did blogger just change ? jyeahh , its been long since i blogged .
im sorry , its either i am too lazy or cant play computer .
well , my life has been screwed these few days .

to my dearest boybestfriend
you know what ? i've been missing you .
many things had happen between the both of us . you said you did not want it to happen .
but , why did you do it in the first place ?
going to the place where we used to be at will make me tear .
even if i saw riddy , and i would ask him where are you , he wouldnt tell me .
i miss you , yes i do . but you never seem to understand .
i went to the busstop where we laugh,talk before going to yr house voideck .
i was the one that went through troubles,pain when you were gone .
do you still remember ? you went 'missing'one day .
i called and called . i text but no reply . i was worried sick .
i knew you did not meant to do this .
not even a single day& night- could forget all this memory eventho it weren't so great to be thought
i still treasure all the times i had with you .
now , its because of you im stuck .
i honestly dk which to choose . forgive you ?
i want us to be the old us .
those msg really shattered my hearrt into pieces .
those words you said right infront of me made me cry when i got back home .
and of course , you called me wanting me to forgive you .
and i did not pick up for a reason .
because i want you to know , it really hurt me deep down .
i miss calling you mr gilerh , hot and cute .
i remember you would blush whenever i said those words .
i miss hearing you laugh , i miss the times when we would otp .
but now, i guess i just have to let it go. i have to. and im afraid, letting go EVRYTHING.
you make me teared every single night .
even sometimes , when i close my eyes all i think is about me&you .
i mean , the times we had together .
maybe i should forgive you and be the way we used to be ?
or should i forget you or move on ?
i really donnoe . my dearest , im stuck .
only you can prove to me if you are williing to be like how you used to .
help , i really donnoe .
im afraid if i would give you another chance , you would repeat the same thing again.
sometimes i wish , you would be the one that understand me
you cheered me up when im down. you pour me hope and faith .
you grab me when i fall ,took out your hands and pull me up when i crashed .
i guess there's nothing else for me to say .
well , i have to stop here .
if not , my tears will start rolling down again .
i need time to think it over <3
BYEBYE BLOGGER AND HUMANS .

A second does not go by without 'cha crossing my mind

2010-10-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hello people ( ♥ )
Yαηαshαwtyy here . updating for her baby :D
Ohh , I know she's a pig .
Now at her house .
You freaggin' idiot , wanna hide away from me .
Tak menjadi okay ~!
HAHA .
Then went to my house .
Makan free -.-
Nice right my maid cook .
Your maid kental la :P
FAKEE ONLYY ~
Then we conference with mhy babyboy .
Sbla`sbla then want conference .
Well , what to do .
We retarded mah . xD !
Then went to meet babhy terchyntaa under hys block .
baby thakqmoh jealous kaeyh i letak babhy terchyntaa :P
Then went to mac , dapat mc'spicy FREEEE :D
Makan laghy -.-
Jap lagiey bukan shawtyy , yana boncheyt :P
HAHA ! Then teman Amani go homeyy ~
Then went back to mac . (:
Amani then chao left me & babhy .
Then go new block , cos Sarah asked fer help .
Then went to LP .
Hujan lebat , HOHOHOHO .
Babhy and me sejok gylerh .
then ran to toilet .
babhy nyr khaky darah , kesian babhy i .
oky , i damn lazy to update alr .
BYE

2010-10-19T01:58:00.000-07:00

MY DEAREST BLOGGY :'(
you know what im feeling right now ?
afraid , scared , sad and many more .
why must it happen ? i cant take it .
im sorry , blame me . im STUPID, IDIOT , MORON and everything else .
i feel sad , for her . maybe , its KARMA ?
im not myself now . im really afraid. sorry .
BYE DEAREST BLOGGY :'(

~ waves dead bloggy

2010-10-11T02:19:00.000-07:00

Justin Bieber ; the best

HELLO PEEPS .

im sorry for leaving this blog dead .

And btw , justin bieber is 16 years old !

NOT 51 years oldddd !!!!!!!

well, EOY is here already .

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE !

Amani , you can do this !~ study hard amani (:

heheh , okay , will go study now for science .

byebye , will update long next time kay ?

sorry bloggy .

The feeling just died ,

i dont feel you by my side ):

stupid ilham -.-

2010-09-29T23:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO DEAD BLOGGY .
sorry never post ,
seriously , its been long since i last posted .
so yeah , life ?
omg , sucks . too stress over so many things . i dont like )):
and i have too many problems to handle .
sometimes , i really feel like giving up life .
okay , i have to stay strong .
so yeah ,where am i ? got lah ^^
both two humans are missing .
now left me and ilham . he is entertaining me with his nonsence .
eat only , he finish one bottle of the kueh .
so called crackers .
and yeah , im scared like hell .
stupid ilham ! go make me scare by telling me got ghost .
HELPPPP ~~
he is asking me to go LAN tommorow .
okay then .
i wanna leave this place and go somewhere else .
OMG , ILHAM ! STOP IT ! YOU'RE SCARING ME .
im serious , aiyoooooo !
okay lah , ilham wanna use this lappy .
im scared already * shivers *
BYEBYE DEAD BLOGGY .

2010-09-27T05:59:00.003-07:00

So jyeahh .

You should know who is posting for you .

Asshole larh you , bitch -.-"

So yeahh , school was as pernormal today (:

After school slacked @ mac > yew tee > limbang > new block > mac & home sweet home :D

Ate ALOT , all thaanks to Natasha yerh ? ((:

Thaanks :DD

Appreciate it alot .

Idk what to post alr .

Sayo .

2010-09-23T22:46:00.000-07:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI !
currently in my favourite bitch house :DD
love her to the maxx .
hehe , will be going out jalan raya with friends (:
kay , lah . byebyebye humans .

2010-09-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

I dunwan to end all of this .
maybe , lets just end it )): * cries *
i will stay , only if you want . i miss you ):
im crying , if only you could hug me again * cries * :'(

▲

2010-09-19T19:17:00.000-07:00

HelloBloggers ;

i know its been long since i updated this dusty bloggy .

sorry yeah :D well , smth happen to me last few days .

only certain people know :') but im kinda fine now .

i seriously miss M.I.H alot ):

baby , i wanna meet you . ask your stupid brother to let you out lah .

well , BRUNO MARS <3

he is so amazing ! but still , justin bieber is still the best .

cause you're amazing , just the way you are .

and when you smile , the whole world stop and stare for awhile .

hehe , did not attend school today . kay , stop it .

i miss my bitch alot .

i feel so sorry for leaving her in school alone today .

sorry syg , and i know you're kinda sick . get well soon *hugs*

now , my songs on my comp is filled with Justin bieber and bruno mars .

and of course other songs too lah .

i miss hugging M.I.H , yana knows , i know ^^

aderh ah ni pompuan , step siol .

mcm nak cekik2 dia tau . EYERR . GERAM SIOT !

currently listening to pyramid . i find that song very nice .

okay , will end here. i will try to post more often aites ?

BYEBYE BLOGGER .

with love ; youronly galoree .

if you're tossing & you're turning and you just cant fall asleep ,

i will sing a song beside you .

and if you ever forget how much you mean to me,

everyday i will , remind you <3

school .

2010-09-15T19:00:00.001-07:00

hello :DD
sorry for not posting .
damn long rite never post ?
im in school . hehe . my comp spoil ):
sadded siol . nvm , when okay alr then i post kay ?
takecare peoples (:
with love ; Amani galoree .

m.i.h ♥

2010-09-08T20:17:00.000-07:00

Best I ever had .
HELLO DEAREST ,
guess what ? ONE MORE DAYY !
hehehe , im excited for the $$$ and also im looking forward to eating all those delicious food .
i miss rendang , lontong , and all the kuehs like damn much .
and finally , today is the last day of fasting (Y)
i miss eating at school canteen with beloved <3
080910 - yesterday . sucha cool date huh ?
well , this date is when i got married to someone . HEE .
yana knows , i knows . we both know .
acctually , 080910 is when i got married to siti nur diyana .
HEEE ~ baby , i love you .
does that mean im putting M.I.H aside ?
NAHH , i still love him . hehehhe .
chatted with my dearest wife .
we had fun scolding this stupid, idiot fucker .
saperh yg makan chili , dia yg terasa or jangan terasa yerh saperh2 .
stupid fucker , bothering ppl life . me and yana hates you .
and yeah , not reffering to any girls . is reffering to this stupid idiot fucker boy .
hehe , wasting my prepaid only eh . IRRITS ~
im looking forward for $$$ tommorow !
WEEEEEE ~ last day puasa babe ! how happy am i .
and tmrw , finallly RAYA ! i can imagine myself crying on the first day .
i always do that when asking for forgiveness :')
i cant meet baby today )): you know which baby im reffering to ^^
hehe , i miss her alots . if can , maybe i accompany her go ytp .
buy her shoes . YANA , damn fierce sia this girl .
i wanna crack nonsence with her again , and yana ,
remember farizul ? OMG ! great times !
okay , i think this post is long enough .
so will post what farizul said that made us laugh our head off . XD
okay , will end here . i ♥ M.I.H .
BYEBYE DEAREST .
with love ; Amani galoree .

M.I.H♥

2010-09-07T20:05:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO DARLS .
im posting cause of boredness . bored to the max .
last two days went out with nancy . Met elder sis (:
gave her the clip. she was with her friend , kaksyai .
i love elder sis SHOE . totally niceee .
walked with her till bata there .
then me and nancy headed go cinema .
we watched cats&dogs revenge of kitty galore .
the show was cute and AMAZING :DD .
got one part damndamndamn funny , i keep laughing like hell .
like no life girl. then nancy ask me to shutup .
hehe .
so yesterday ? how i spend my day ?
obviously with my bitch , siti nur diyana .
she called me , ask to lepak with her , fadhly , vincent and azahar .
so i came down . heard that vincent got ipad ! OH MY GOD .
hehe ,then azahar and vincent left .
left me , bitch and bitch husband . HEE .
went 514 , the irrits kids came down . HAHAHAH !
IRRITS to the maxx .
they brought their little chubby , kiyut , awesome small cat .
so damn cute , mcm newborn . i bet if someone saw the cat , he is gonna love it ^^
haha . after that , 5+ , yana went my house .
5.30 went yewtee . head back home . what a day (:
today ? i not sure if i following bitch to imm .
lazy also have , and also cause of other thing .
she knows , i know . andand , GOD knows .
raya ? 2 more dayss ! money is otw to our handss !
WEEEEE ~ come to me ! I miss money sososo much :D
okay , dh enough of my damn nonsence .
BYEBYEBYEBYE DARLS ~

with love ; Amani'Galore .

GEYLANG ~

2010-09-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO MY DEAREST BLOGGER .
hmm , lets update bout yesterday .
went geylang around 1 or 2+ .
my butt pain , sit for damn long .
so yeah , reached geylang went to first lady . walk2 around then picked my baju .
amani cerewet . my sisters pick DAMN fast . i pick like so slow .
this year one , quite boring ah . im wearing RED for this year .
and finally big sis help me pick . okay , so pay for our clothes .
only dina , nada and nora havent brought them . they buy at bazar .
so , how much i spent for my own stuffs ?
Baju raya - $44.95 . Bag - $15 . shoes - $19.90 . others - $21
total - $100.85 .
thats alot yeah ? what to do . HEHE ! some i use my own saving also lah.
BTW , upin&ipin are EVERYWHERE at geylang !
KIYUTTT !
walk , walk at bazar . tired you know .
somemore im fasting . My big sis told me what love at first sight is totally about .
got this one guy banged my shoulders . PAINN .
the guy look DAMN familiar . kay , see our convo . damn short .
* walkswalkswalks * *Banged*
me : ADOI ! *looks at him*
him: *looks backs* and smiled .
me : smile back .
him : sorry . okay tak ?
me : tkperh , okayokay .

LIKE weird right ?! its like we knew each other . but his face like so familiar.
then catch up with the rest .
now different story , my sis pulak . its her turn . HEE .
KAKAK , i know now why you were smiling away like one mad girl .
i know why you were blushing . hehe .
love at first sight yeah ?
buka nasi ayam there . DELICIOUS !
then walk2 again . reached under my block around 1 + ?
i didnt went home . i went home around 4 , when want to buka .
well , thats all ?
BYEBYE DEAREST BLOGGER <3

with love ; Bieber's kitkat ♥

2010-09-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO HUMANS-ALLIENS .
im back on posting . I finally made a tumblr .
heh . my blog will have 200 posts soon :D
i feel like blogging everyday so that it will turn 200 fast . but as you noe, im damn lazy .
just finished buka . did not eat alot .
i CANT WAIT for raya ! seriously ! then can have money $.$
me and Diyana have ALOT of plans tau :D
i sometimes dont like when it comes to buka .
i could not bring myself to sit with them .
i mean like , this year my family are like kinda seperated.
why ): ? I wish i never had a step-mum . things wont be like this .
she came in , and ruin everything . i miss my arwah mum alot :'(
but nvm , there must be a reason to everything that happens rite ?
came late for school , so went for detention .
me and chermaine . but lucky , my bitch , fadhly , khaalish , navin , mingkang and ali were there .
they talk alot of funny stuffs . make me laugh . and i got distracted.
i spend around 2 hours doing it , cause got distraction .
but lucky , yana help me do some :D
it was fun. HAHA ! then after that go lepak at LP.
so quiet . i today goodgirl .
go home early . 4+ . today only tau . hehehe
i LOVE M.I.H TO THE MAXX <3
retard got something to tell LOVETARD !
cant waittt ~~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
AMANI SAYANG M.I.H ! <-- dah , cukop !
kay -.- , irritating . hehe .
BYEBYE HUMANS-ALLIENS .

with love ; Amani'retard <3

2010-08-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGER .
well , its just another good or sad day ?
i also dunnoe . currently blasting JustinBieber song through my ears .
I miss someone so badly .
where you ah ? dah aderh kawan rapat si lelaki tuu , dia dh luperkan orang kat sini ):
kiterh yang sayang dia , jaga dia , carik dia bilerh dia hilang .
hais , tkperhlah . im glad that you still text me , otp with me .
thanks . but will you still be here forever when i need someone right by my side ?
i miss your wonderful hugs boy . promise me you will meet me soon ?
this fasting month have taught me how to be more patient .
eventhough sometimes i nvr fast due to 'redlight' , it really taught me to be patient .
not only that , i have learnt that things we want it to stay , will go .
just like humans . some of them leave with reasons .
I told myself im strong to handle all of this .
but now , i realised im actually not STRONG at all . perhaps , i just put up a smile on my face ?
i also dunnoe . orang kat sini rindu orang kat sana ):
i tried too hard sometimes . when i do that , i may fail .
when i did not try hard , its even worse .
i seriously donnoe what to do with my life anymore .
maybe just GO ON ? or FORGET all of these and LEAVE this evil world ?
maybe , im seriously DONE with this life of mine ? enduring too many pain .
but still . i continue putting on a fake smile just to brighten up people day or my day :')
sometimes when i show a fake smile, i realise im actually good at it .
you cut like a knife when you walked out of my life .
im staying strong, and will be waiting for ur return :')
BYEBYE BLOGGER .
WITH LOVE ; Amani'sahaja :')

2010-08-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hihi away`awayq .
Yana synyy , helpiing myy bitch <3 tooh update .
She`s succha lazy pig . Agree ? (Y)
She`s bathing now .
I`m ayt her house since 10.30 plus till now ?
Haha , gereyq .
Kytuhr buayt cover .
Will try tooh upload payt facebook ohrite :D
Korang`koranqq !~ Amani skaranqq baru nk mandi .
haha , see ii told yuu she is a lazy ass .
She`s coming myy house soonzx .
Then she pei me gooh KFC ..
Yes !~
Wahpianqq , she ask me update longlong .
I`m speechless la bloody bitch .
Yuu want yuu go update yuurself oky ?
Bye`bye readers & taggers . (:
Do thag . ^^

2010-08-18T05:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO MY DEAREST BLOGGY ,
i feel that this is my only place to express everything .
i was being accused of something that i didnt do .
WHY ?!
i really did not take .
i remember this happen once too ,
during bulan puase too , but it happens to my sister .
DADDY , i did not take it .
why dont you believe me ? you said i was too much ?
i really never take .
i thought of showing you my result , but im afraid .
i did okayokay , and im just scared to show you after all this happen .
should i runaway from home ? i cant take it .
they say a family is always there for you ,
i dont feel it .
you said that i always nvr listen to you , and you accused me daddy .
Daddy , I LOVE YOU . but why dont i feel that you love me ? :'(
im always like the odd one out you know .
i wanna make arwah mama proud of me in my studies , i know she is .
but daddy , why are you hating me ?
maybe in your eyes , im the worst child ? But , do you know that in my eyes ,
you are my only daddy that i love eventho how much i shouted at you that time .
you beat me, i bear with it . you scold me, i listen . you compared me with others ,
i held back my tears . cause i wanna show you that im strong .
you are the only one that i know will show me love and care.
but why daddy ? why wont you believe me this time ?!
i really did not took it . i cant depend on others .
this is my life , and all i can say is im totally done with it .
my dear daddy , you can do anything now to me .
you wanna hit me ? go ahead , i will stay strong to show that i love you .
you wanna throw me out ? idk what to say .
you took care of me since young and even after arwah mama is gone .
you took all these years to raise me up , and now is like you gave up in me already .
i dont know what i can do with this life .
well , i cant stop those tears .
because , eventho how much daddy hates me , i love him .
im totally in sad mood today .
BYEBYE MY DEAREST BLOGGY .

2010-08-16T06:26:00.001-07:00

seriously , im like LAZY to post .
HAHA !
But i love this picture ontop ^^
i had a great day today with Lovetard , Fadhly , Ali and kamarul .
haha !
i promise if i on comp i post kay ?
BYEBYE BLOGGER , ILOVEYOUU <3

2010-08-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

Hihi (:
Diyana here , helpingg my lovtard update her date blog ? (:
Currently @ fadhly's house .
Amani watching CD while i`m using th lappy .
it`s supa lagging luhr weyy (:
suck la this lappy .
okaye , i`m srsly outta words .
Bye`bye readers <3

2010-08-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

im in NO MOOD to blog . maybe , tommorow ?
byebye .

2010-07-31T19:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGERS .
hahs , i had fun sia that day .
3 Gerek people ! including best boy buddy .
im sorry i cant meet you guys today cause im kinda sick .
skipped dinner yesterday . i slept early sia .
10.45 sleep already . early rite ? HAHAH ! feeling sick now .
*coughs* omgg, i experienced something that is WEIRD .
but i kept it to myself . its not wat you guys are thinkin of .
i coughed thenthenthen , nvm .
i hope i wont get any 'sick-er' sia .
i hate being sick , serious seyhhh .
so yeahh , post bout today and yesterday ?
YESTERDAY ,
stayed home , cause gonna be sick soon .
thenthenthen , mummy and daddy talked bout something .
they seem-ed VERY serious . i wonder what is it sia ., i hope it dosent gotta do with me .
i know what my daddy said to my sister . he said : you need to work hard,
do your best , cause ur sister NO HOPE .
WHAT THE FUCK ! good already i pass my exam right ?!
k , nvm . then after daddy&mummy talked , daddy went out .
thats when my best guy buddy texted me and said wanna meet ?
i said im sick . cannot , sorry . butbutbut , he gave me a suprise !
i think bout 3+ , he said look outside ur hse . thats what he texted me .
he came to meet me ? OMG ! sweet lah you !
he made my day ^^ . kay wait , we are just FRIENDS :DD
haa , thanks alot . i appericate what you have done.
he went home 4+ .
TODAY
woke up at 09.40 ,
went to bath , nvr eat breakfast or medicine . LAZY .
then went to play computer .
THATS ALL ?
HEEEEHHEEE ~
kay , end here lorr ~
BYE BLOGGERS !

2010-07-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO HUMANS .
it's been long since i updated my blog .
well , lazy maah . so HERE i am , updating .
showing to this someone that i ain't lazy ! HMPH .
hahha . i kinda miss my best guy buddy .
haha , nvm . laterh will be meeting him .
yesterday , had a fun day :D
HOME ECON WAS FUNN !
i cooked mee ! and it taste GREAT !
acc , zhiliang help-ed me .
raihan cooked with ilham , icooked with zhiliang .
we keep disturbing raihan and ilham food.
HAHAH ! then after school , headed lot1 .
after that met up with kaknurul , and my uncle .
head off to buy some stuffs , then i saw kaknurul laptop .
OMG, IM SO IN LOVE WITH IT !
then , went to eat pastamania ! YUMMYY !
haha , shopshopshop !
reached home , bath , watch tv forawhile .
then off to lala land .
today ? LAZY POST .
i need get ready already .
Got 3 person otw to my house already ! HEHEHEHE !
confirm FUNN !
i need bath , change then wait for them to come .
It will be DAMN kecoh lah ! haha , FASTER COME !
let's PARTY PEOPLE !
kay lah , gtg .
BYEBYE WORLD .

sometimes, when you think you have no one,
there is always someone by ur side .
he will be the one making you smile.

:'( memories

2010-07-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

Remember the past ? when you would play me a song ?

HELLO ALLIENS , HUMANS , GHOSTS .

im back to post . <3

so yeah , today like nothing to post only .

im one reminded by the past . how me & her used to be .

this , only bestie and me knows . nothing to do with dayahh or fiaa bout this girl .

so yeahh , went home and saw someone .

i really misses him mann ,

he was using the watch i brought for him tht time ,

when it was our 9 monthsary .

very meaningful . i cant believe he still uses it till now .

im not using it , i LOST it i think after 1 week when we broke up .

we use to be caring , loving and many more .

now ? nothing but memories .

i miss the times when you played me a song with ur wonderful voice&ur guitar .

i miss the times you would tickle me .

i miss the times you would fetch me from my house .

remember there was once , me and you went to that playground ,

and sat on a bench that was meant for two ?

remember what i said ? i said this -

what if one day, i have to leav you ?

will we see each other on these bench ?

kiterh akan dudok gini , dan you akan pimpin tangan i mcm gini .

then i remembered you said this - i takkan tinggalkan you ,

even if i do , this place will have kenangan terindah .

i seriously miss those times ya' know .

and just now , as i walk past that place ,

i sat alone in that lonely bench , waiting to see you're apperance .

but , this is all nonsence . i can never had a chance to do all of that we did last time .

the pictures all , was in your phone that time we took pictures .

you would laugh like crazy guy , WONDERFUL MOMENTS .

i wish we could rewind those memories .

tears kinda roll down my cheeks when i sat on that bench .

i wish you're best fren would be here .

but , all leave too fast . i MISS both of you ALOT .

so yeah , i will end my post here .

take care 220309'0334 .

BYEBYE ALLIENS , HUMANS , GHOSTS .

if only you would be here ,

listen to me ,

hug me thightly next to you ,

but too bad ,

you left me just like that . :(

2010-07-13T04:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGERS ;
currently updating my bloggie .
btw , thanks natasha for updating for me tau ! SAYANG KAMU !
12july2010 ; maybe i would say worst day ever .
forget it , please . amani , you have to stay strong .
remember how strong 'he' was eventho you know he isnt .
AMANI , be who you are ,
you know how suffering it was , to be put in my shoes ?
i HAVE to be strong , i cant easily give up .
seriously , idk whats wrong with me these days .
i made people suffer, i suffered too .
haishhhhh ): today story ? -
skipped all the morning part&swimming . lazy to elaborate .
reached home , another fight .
i really cant take it ya' know , i mean like ,
elder sis is not here , im responsible for these 5youngersisters .
but , dosent mean everything im to be blame right ?
i wish you were here with me , to hear me out .
indeed im jealous of elder sis, why can she have freedom ?
she have everything she wants , why cant i ?
why must i be the one suffering while she is the one having fun ?
why does she cn come back 10 or 11 + ?!
dont you all know how i feel , to be like the odd one out kid in my family ?
seriosly lah , i feel like packing my things and just get out of this house.
but , i have to spare a thought for 'someone' .
why dont you take me away with you ?
why must i be the one handling the problems ?
can i be the one to replace you up there ?
haizzzz , nvm lah . life is this way .
so yeah , ending this post now.
BYEBYE BLOGGERS.

2010-07-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hello . Natasha here posting for Amani my Molesting Partner . I shall called her Molesting Partner from now on . It's a MUST ! -.- Since she can't go blog so yea i'm the one who need to post for her . -.- Gosh , justnow was FUN . () the people who were there will feel the fun . Actually , there were this trouble . hmm , what can i say is i'm not involved . haha , but now it was settled . () Great . Before that Diyana & Amanda went off as Diyana having tuition & joining us back at 4pm & Amanda have to go back ); . Amani picked Diyana up by bicycle . Gosh , if i was her i'm tired you know . HAHA . After diyana come , the Fun begin ! i was with zul untill i texted the bicycle pusher aka Chermaine where is she & she was with Diyana aka the funny laughter & amani aka the crazy one & they were in Street Soccer . Amani & Diyana was playing soccer with some guys . Hmm , i Joined too ! We choose SPAIN . SPAIN ALL THE WAY ! wee ~ Iloveetorres&Villa you know ? Hahha . Okay stop it , its people blog . Haha . (: So basically , i still remember i kick the ball and it was stuck . Haha , rightrightright Amani & Diyana ? Haha , don't playplay . I play for Singapore tau ! Fake only ! () Hhaa . Amani jalan mcam cacat uhs , that was what raimi said . Not me but i can say Amani Your cute . Hope your okay for now ! (: Hmm , amir gave US a packet of chicken Rice . It was said his mum made it . Thanks Amir ! (:

After that , off to this minimart . Take bicycle . haha , Amani , THANKYOUSOMUCH ! haha . xD youknowiknow . (: Hmm , Diyana can carry the bicycle . KUAT SAK NIE BUDAK ! :D CHERMAINE ! its time for me to post about you . Wth , disturb me and amani ? Hhaa , untill i hurt my leg . pitypity , HHAHA . Bicycle pusher ! :P Off to limbang park . hmm , funny uhs . I molest ALL THREE OF THEM . -.- Amani started it . I sometimes horny person okay ? Be Careful ! Hhaha . () Than off send diyana homed . Hahah . All went seperate ways , haha . can i post end here Amani ? :D Hha . Slack again kay ? :D

chermaine - the bicycle pusher .
diyana - the funny laughter .
amani - the crazy one .
natasha - the molester .
amanda - the chiobu .

2010-07-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE'S .
amani here , updating this dead blog .
haha , currently chatting with chermaine . i got lollipops :P
HAHA ! yesterday something big happen .
long story . but lucky , everything and everyone is fine .
amanda lee , natasha , bestie , chermaine & josephine ,
lets forget everything that happen on 070710 kay ? what past is past .
we will forget that and stop thinking about it ,
even though many of us got tears or cry on that day .
gagagagaga ! bestie , i want lollipop again !
who want eat with me lollipop ?
today went fad hse with bestie,saf,hidayah,chermaine,josephine.
overall , fun .
watched my name is khan with blinx and pohhan at fad's living room .
then ali went home , blinx go lp .
left me , bestie, fad and pohhan .
bestie and fad slept , me and pohhan was still watching the movie .
HAHAHAHA !
then went limbang mac , met natasha. WHERE AMANDA ? haha !
then tompang yana at bike again .
and then home sweet home .
so yeah , thats the end ? HAHA !
BYEBYE PEOPLE'S .

sometimes, people just got to know
that there is no poin holding on to someone ,
that does not care for you at all .

2010-07-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ?
today you tk attend school lagi ):
why ? i tried to find you at our usual spots .
takderh , im sorry . i failed .
i foret to go to your house , i was in a rush to go home .
im truly sorry that i failed to find you .
so yeah , how was school ?
FUN ! i get to disturb bestie !
haha , today was a BLAST ! although i keep thinking bout you .
haha !
im kinda lazy to post today .
cause im otp-ing with bestie ! FUNFUNFUN !
she cheering me up . AWW, ILOVEYOU SO MUCHHHHHHHH !
byebye .

2010-06-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

IM WORRIED ):
yerp , like said i will be back .
so , im back .
now is 9.28 . no news from you .
just where the hell are you now ?
i really miss those times with you .
i called you so many times , nvr pick up .
heard from hidzuan you tk gi skola .
this really make me worry MORE you know or not ?
im just scared anything will happen to you .
im gonna do something , FIND YOU .
even if it takes me 2 hours or more , im gonna do it .
i just want you to be safe out there .
why cant it be me that is at your state now ?
why must it be you ? not hearing ur voice is already bad enough .
now is like 1 day already , im wondering all the bad things :'(
please , try to get yrself back up , dont do this .
it is really hurting me .
as a close friend to you , i really miss those times i spent with you .
i dont wanna lose you like how i lose .................
wherever you are , i hope you are safe :(
im sorry if i always think about myself that time .
i promise you, if you're willing to come back or go home ,
i will not make the same mistakes .
but , iknow this partly aint my fault. idk where are you .
i did not sleep well yesterday . i kept crying .
and now , i still am . idk why , but i really will find you .
i will try , i think i may not be able to sleep tonite .
please , for me . at least pick up my call or call me back .

taking roads that lead me nowhere ,
how do i except to get there ,
but when will i learn to just put you first ?
i come to you now when i need you .
beause , i miss you .
cause youre making me worried to much .
call me back, my dearest best guy friend .

2010-06-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE .
im back . heh . today mood was brighten up by my three darlings ,
diyana , chermaine & josephine .
and of course all the ppl that lepak today . haha .
so yeah , camwhore at lp with them .
played soccer with blinx, fadhly , pohhan , adi , ali + the girls .
haha . funfunfun ! i scored 4 GOALS ! hehe !
kay lah , amani dah start nak kembang ni .
haha , wanted to but drink .
so , me, yana , jojo & chermaine brought drink from minimart .
then go minimart, yana tompang chermaine .
going back lp , i tompang yana ! GEREK !
we reach the slope , and i was SUPERR fast . haha .
then bck to soccer. then cher&yana brought drink again .
jiawei was beside me . he disturb me , i disturb him .
haha , stupid cockster (: indeed kiterh gylerh .
but overall , jiawei was kinda funny too .
so , went home around 6+ ?
went halfway with ellesyah and yana .
i like it when i tompang yana and when she lie down , i was next to her.
ahaha, she made me hyper. thanks alot bestie . ILOVEYOUU .
kay , i end here .
gonna post again laterh around 9+ .
BYEBYE PEOPLE .

where are you? )':

2010-06-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU ?
you told me before 7.30 you would be back .
now is 9 + and ur still not back ?
its been 2 hours you know ?
i tried to call ur hp tau , i called ur house .
no one pick up . im worried .
if you reach home, you will always call me by house phone or hp .
cannot be pp8 low cause you just topup $128 2days ago .
even if pp8 low, you will call by ur house phone .
stop making me worried .
i really am , please call me back by today .
if not, maybe im not gonna be able to sleep .
im worried about you kay ?!
you are my friend, always otp with me .
cheer me up , understand me, joke with me , meet me & many more.
now, suddenly you not here .
its so quiet .
please, tell me where are you ?!
look, you're making me cry now . im VERY worried .
please lah , wherever you are , call me .
so i wont be this worried.
im scared anything will happen to you . i really am .
please be okay . i will be waiting kay ?
call me , dont make me worried and cry so much .
i dont ask for anything now. just for you to be okay.
please, answer my call . i dunnoe what to say already .
even hidzuan dunnoe where are you .
i wont try to go to sleep until i find out you are okay and calling me .
i want you to meet me like that time . we joke.
remember you said handphone tak guna !
now, im remembering every single word you say .
if by tomolo , you never call me ,
i PROMISE i will go and find you till i found you .
maybe even knock on your house door .
he is the one , that made me feel im someone .
WHERE ARE YOU ?! IMISSYOUU )':

2010-06-29T04:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO HUMANS, ALIENS,WORMS& OTHERS.
hahaha ! nice starting rite ? HEHE .
today got fight man ! haha .
btw , bestie my status is not reffering to you okay sayang ?
im asking anyone to make my prepaid LOW,LOW,LOW !
haha ! so , natasha , amanda lee, desi , heedayah came down.
the fight was BOOMZ ! haha . cool huh ?
then head off to lpk . went mac back .
saw my huggable kakak <3 kaksyiqy .
then elly came . haha ! fun man ! very .
so , fad said to khairul .
Fadhly: mukerh kau mcm deanna regent sikit eh .
me : org ckp muka mcm avatar .
fadhly : avatar ?! mcm anjing avatar ader uh .
khairul : avatar aderh anjing kerh ?
fadhly : aderh . tuu kau ah !
HAHAHAHA ! i kinda miss blogger alot .
now , my kawan is out ! he is gonna be back before 7.30 .
he promise me he is gonna entertain me ! heh !
today , elly send me till trafic light .
sweet nyerh ! i teman-ed her go docter .
she is sick , kesian . rest well sayang ! and makan ubat tau !
haha ! thanks for sending me home. ILOVEYOUU (:
okay , im gonna wait till 7.30 . that is like 8more mins !
BYEBYE WORLD :D

2010-06-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD .
back to post !
haha , my day ? okay .
just that last night sleep kinda late cause of somebody that call me !
IHATEYOUU ! haha , no lah .im just JOKING !
so, as usual . last night , im really obssessed with the word LAMEE .
haha , and i still love it till now !
kay , lame . HAH !slept at 2+ yesterday .
woke up , around 8 . then sleep back . cause sleepy and tired .
because of my phone . haha .
thenthen , skip breakfast due to laziness . haha .
after that my phone ring again . same person .
otp for awhile . watcher barney , teletubbies and barbie with sis .
to kill time . im kinda LAME , watching all this .
but not for barney . haha !
we ask random question , example /
why teletubbies butt so big ? why barney like to turn? why must barbie ? why not babi ?
kay , my sis ask me all these .
and i go . HOW I KNOW ?! go ask the person lah . then we both keep quiet.
okay , LAME . then the same person called me again .
daddy went out 4+ . dia call me .
so dia katerh dh sampai under my blk .
when daddy went out , i head under my blk .
crap with him , joke , and he drew my phone . the drawing one .
HAHA ! he keep on saying , hp tk guna !
then i say , ur hp bagos sangat kerh ?
haha , he prefer calling me kawan ? i go like wth ?
we are just FRIENDS okay? HAH (:
i just feel that he understands me , and is always there to talk to me .
haha , okay . thats all !
BYEBYE WORLD .

LAME .

2010-06-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

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Told ya , im ADDICTED to the word LAME !
and i only have it till 12 today ? HAHA !
if only i could have LAME forever? LAME ! k , byebye !

Imiss siti nur diyana !

2010-06-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD ,
heh , im LAME . finally updated my blog .
two days ago , went out with family .
big sister also came along . WHOLE FAMILY (:
i kinda miss going out together like this .
sometimes we go out without big sister cause nvm .
haha , i put up this pic cause someone wanna see .
HEH . sorry for not picking up ur call two days ago . i was out with family.
HAHA , sorry for making you call me 3 times .
then at night , thanks for being my entertainer , eventho u got make me cry .
and not forgetting, its like almost everyday u call me . HAH .

dia : you and ur ex brapeh lamerh ?
me : asal nk tahu ? tak yah ckp psl dia sudah .
dia : asal tknk patch ngan dia ?
me : my problem ah ! dah nak cuba luperkan dia ah .
dia : okay . relax . bagus tuu .

dan moremoremore ! but i just skip the part when dia made me cry .
and now im trying to forget about you .
i just feel that i have my friends that will be there for me .
i dont need you , indeed i miss you .
i miss this date and time alot, 220309'0334 .
i miss ur presence , i miss ur presents .
i miss ur kisses, i miss ur hugs ,
i miss otp with you , i miss having you by my side .
MOST of all, imissYOU .
yes, it took me alot of time to forget you .
im trying my best , my VERY best .
then thats it , ILOVEYOU , IMISSYOU .
whatever it is , i know you would not be here with me anymore .
okay , i will end here as i am otp-ing ngan dia now .
dia ONLY MY FRIEND okay ? haha
BYEBYE WORLD .

bestfriend,bestfriend,bestfriend !

2010-06-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
haha , okay im here to update this dead blog (:
heh , im addicted to the word LAME .
k , im lame . haha
I MISS BESTIE SO MUCHHHH ):
bestie ! if you are reading this , tell me u miss me too .
HAHA ! really sia, i miss her damn much .
so long tk jumperh . sorry yeah for not being free when u want meet me .
imy sayang. i miss her jokes , her laughter, her smile .
andand her VOICE ! hehehe .
i just hope daddy will let me go out with them tomolo .
somebody will be calling me now ! haha .
i just feel that he understands me and is willing to be otp with me for quite long .
i cannot sleep sia yesterday .
cause he said something that made me cry .
then , he managed to not make me cry again .
i guess you're right . its time to forget him and move on .
YAHLING JUST SAID LOVE YA TO ME !
haha ! now im addicted to the word LOVE ?
hahahahahha. chermaine so quiet . IM LAME !
okayokay , finally im updating right ?
now , off to MSN ! hahah ,
byebye LOVES :D

BESTIE, IMISSYOU SO MUCHHH ! :(

WORLD CUP 2010 ~

2010-06-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO .

hehe , im back to post .

lamerh tk update this DEAD bloggy .

i miss bestie mann ):

hehe , well finally im home sweet home.

i miss being on the computer ! hehe .

NOW , I POKAAIIIIII !!!

i need money babeh .

hehehe , im quite weird today .

watch world cup yesterday with daddy and sister .

i can tell that daddy really miss playing soccer since he start working .

i just feel that , he does not spend too much time wif us.

nvm , now he does . and im quite happy .

woke up , check my phone i got 3 missed call and 4 new messages.

hehe, read my messages , and went to sleep for awhile .

then woke up , check phone , 1 misses call 2 new messages .

hehe, then go bath . did not go out today .

today , good girl ^^ .

i need money , who can jadi kendarat wif me ?

hehe , i wish there is . then can get money .

HAH .

lucky i slept in the afternoon already ^^ .

cause, i wanna watch world cup ~

weeeeeeeee , today idk who want pei me watch .

haha, ILOVE IT WHEN GOT WORLD CUP !

haha ! kay , im lame.

byebyebyebye ~

sometimes i wish you will always be there,

for me no matter what happens .

but, it aint true, where are you ?

now, i really need you , i wanna hold

ur hand again like we used to in the past..

2010-06-06T03:19:00.000-07:00

hellohellohellohelllo .
haha, updating my bloggie again .
HAH .
the reason why i put kakmyra pic is , yeaah . nvm .

dear ..........
i just wanna tell you that , you know i thought you are ignoring me or smth .
you never reply my text messages sometimes. im willing to wait .
we are not close like we used to anymore , now we are drifiting rather apart .
i decided to msg you that time . and yes you did reply .
that was when tears of joy roll out my cheeks .
you said that you have been busy and did not reply my msg .
i replied you, then you say . no matter what happen ,
you are loved by me , and you will always be my sunshine .
the reason that i smile . i love this msg .
and last nyte , i guess i was too sad that i say this .
now ,if you are reading this , i hope you know .
i truly love you , you are always the one i know ,
the one that make me smile, that would listen to me ,
hug me tightly, hold my hand , kiss me .
i appreciate those times .
remember when it rains ? i held ur hand otw to school ?
we were holding umbrella and it was difficult to talk .
you made me laugh . like i nvr before in the morning .
you told me, to hold ur hand so that we wont be far .
that was the most wonderful moment with you . holding ur hand ,and it was raining.
how nice is it . i miss those times .
now, listen here. NO matter what happens,
you will always be the one i know .
it will never change ,after you say those words .
i realise im always loved by you .
i REALLY love you , i hope you feel the same way too .
so long as ur happy , im gonna do everything for you .
to make you smile, and have that wonderful laugh .
my dearest , my precious , my sayang , my love & my everything ,
Nurul Amirah Sharif , ILOVEYOU .

pictures .

2010-06-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

sayang kamuh.

BESTFRIEND :)

we rock . got a problem ? HAHA .

let the pictures do the talking .

HAH(:

yanashawtyy feat hanyaamanisahaja <3

ILOVEYOU; BESTFRIEND .

BESTIE, lets jump&die .

2010-06-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

hellohellohellohello !
hehe (: amani is back to post. posting to make this blog not DEAD .
like this somebody blog ! hehe ^^ .
PEOPLE'S, UPDATE UR BLOG PLEASEE .
amani wants to read it .
ahahahah . spend my day with bestfriend, nicole , pohhan & fadhly .
542 pondok- 542 hall - FM - send bestfriend home .
haha . ILOVEMY BESTIE ! HAH :)
pohhan made ur wanna try something .
jumping from this place. he jump nothing happen .
but land on the grass lah of course. haha .
bestfriend wants to try it . HAHA !
bestie, LETS JUMP & DIE ? SET ? HAHAHA !
send her home then i go buy something and go home .
currently at home , facebooking , drinking water and chatting wif bestie .
haha , she very the funny lah ! and cuteeee . ILY ~ haha .
okay , andand also editing pictures.
and i wanna go edit gambar !
BYEBYE !

i love yanashawtyy[: .

2010-06-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

hellohello .
sorry dah lamerh tk post .
im currently updating this 'DEAD' blog ?
hehe . im skipping some things that is kinda, nvm .
how was my day ? hmm , fun and kinda boredd .
get message from bestfriend , diyana . she ask me if i can go out .
i say not yet. go where ? she and josephine wants to go lotone .
i did not tag along . 12.45 went limbang met with bestie,josephine and chermaine .
there got khalis,mirja,ilham,raihan and khalis brother .
HEH (: TODAY BOTAK BIRTHDAY ! botak is raihan .
hehe . HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOTAK ! i just enjoy calling him botak .
even though he got hair already.
haha . got cake and sommore lahh .will try to upload the pics .
thenthen , josephine and chermaine went to netball .
we send them till school .
after that, bestie got tuition . i waited for bestfriend ,
then we head to , wait i forget what block .
heh . then slack there , had fun with bestfriend .
then went to her house, so aiman and her maid .
waited there then bestfriend went home .
i also walked home . heh .
amani misses my other bestfriend ): i seriously miss you alot tau .
sabby , thanks for everything yeah .
currently texting some person .
hah , yanashawtyy texted me .
cheer up bestfriend ! im always here for you no matter what happens.
ILOVEYOU ~ WOOITTSS .
okay lah . i wanna go and DIE ? haha ,no lah .
byebyebyebye readers !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHAMMAD RAIHAN BIN JOHARI !
haha , dah 13 seyh . jangan action yer BOTAK !

2010-05-31T03:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO , im finally updating this 'dead' blog .
haha . currently otp wif dayahh'beylo .
I MISS SITI NUR DIYANA ALOOTT !
come back fastt .
just something happen todaay .
im so boredd at home .
UMI SABRINA ,
thanks for everything .
you know, i know .
i really LOVE your words .
i appreciated what you have done for me .
you really make me feel okay after handling with all this .
you teman me till all the way at night .
make me feel alright . cheer me up .
asking me not to give up .
you make me feel strong ,
you told me that you dont want me to be sad cause of ...
you know i know .
amani will be here if you need me.
and most of all, thank you for being my LISTENING EAR.
you really understand me and my feelings.
and dont worry , tonight i will text you again !
HAH , and it will be like last night . okaay ?
UMI SABRINA - I TOTALLY LOVE YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO (:

HAH :) me and dayahh is FUCKED UP with something .
dayahh , betul kaan ?
KITERH BUNUH TUU SEMUA ORANG !
biar si ******* JADI PIRING !
dayahh cutee taau . she say mcm nak cabot bola satusatu abeyh dayahh buat fishball !
hah , then i say . tkmo makan . kiterh jual . kalau makan , CONFIRM TAK SEDAP !
haha ! kay . thats all for today !
amani boring leii ! heh (:
byebye readers !

2010-05-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

i finally got the mood to post.
SITI NUR DIYANA is LEAVING tonight ):
im so gonna miss her ALOT ! take caree syg .
have a safe trip , and enjoy yeah !
without her , my day would be boring . no one to talk to !
she will always listen to me and advice me . ILOVEYOU <3
taakee caree when you are there .
i will REALLY miss her siaa, lucky met her just now .
hahahaha ! SYG DIYANA !
yeaah , today this unexpexted person came online .
i seriously miss him , and his LOVE .
after 1 yr and 2 months ,it ended just lyke thaat ?
nvm , im still learning to forget boutt him .
btwbtwbtw , i kinda miss school
and of course , sleeping in class . watching movie .
i miss sleeping in science lab with diyana !
haha, she sleep funny taau . and then ,
she forget take her file ! cutee kaan ?
hehe , kay laah . i post lain kali .
byebye READERS ! (:

SADSAD )):

2010-05-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

amani has TOTALLY NO MOOD )):
will post again in next post.

i guess, you guys will be happier without me.
in your world, one day , when im gone .
to somewhere farfar away ,
there will be more laughters .

i wish i was NEVER alive ):

2010-05-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO ..
how was my day ? well, during school was quite fine .
but after school i TOTALLY had no mood.
yeah , just remembered something and was sadsad .
amani rindu kamuh ):
everytime you online , i go ofline .
its not because im trying to avoid you , but after how you treated me ,
i really hate you. but, idk i love you or i hate you .
i admit amani cant forget you. i mean lyke kiterh last for 1yr and 1 month .
amani cinta kamuh , and i wont forget about that tyme yer .
i keep thinking bout you .
everytime i do that , amani betul2 nyerh sedih .
i wish i could join that person .
i wanna be far, farfar away and never come back .
or even i wish i was never alive sometimes .
amani rindu those tymes with you .
all the things you have done just for the sake of me .
and im sure on 22nd , i will be very sad .
not only i miss you, i miss another person .
haaiz, i guess im to sad to continue .
byebye )':

not another one :(

2010-05-01T04:16:00.001-07:00

yesh,im back .
again, thanks for huccen sending me back home .
i reached my gate, i heard mummy shouting .
i really wondered what happen .
went in, i ignored her .
then went to wash my leg .
when daddy came back, another story .
he shouted at mummy and they started to fight.
the only thing that hurts me was,
daddy dont believe me anymore .
he said this 'one day,i will kick u out of the house'
then he and mummy really fighted,
i had to fight for my rights .
i 'accidentally' shouted at daddy .
i said, then why dont do it now ?
then daddy says this, i wish i would never have u as my child .
is like, he dont even wants me ?
im so sad. now,i dont even have the mood to eat .
did not eat since just now .
or even tried to , the words make me ,
feel regretted in living . i wish , i could
never be alive. but, no matter what,
this is my life, i wish this someone would be with me ,
would come all the way to meet me, and even hug me close to him .
but, he left this fast :(
no one could do it the way he does .
with him gone in my life, i really face too many problems and did not want to continue life.
URGH, im really not strong anymore .
i want to be like others, im not the strong person like i used to be .
simple, i guess i have given up in everything :(
byebye :( :( :(

2010-04-30T22:39:00.001-07:00

HIHI, im back to post .
well, how was my day yesterday ?
hmm, okay .
but after coming back home,
it sucks .
after school , yana ajak me to fadhly house .
so tagged along with them .
thenthen , they go to the kedai , i went to mac with hafeez .
why ? i feel like an extra there and im meeting some peoples.
stayed at mac for awhile, till 3+ .
then kakmyra message .
while waiting at 7-11, saw chermaine and simran. waved to them .
thenthen, chermaine ask me where i going ?
i say waiting for someone then go lot1 . she told me she also going lot1 .
wanted to ride the same bus with her but she say she taking 302 .
then kakmyra came. walked to 307 busstop .
then saw chermaine ! hahs, she want take 307 . i was like WTH ? i thought u take 302?
hahs , the crazy part of me .
then, reached there waited for some of kakmyra friends ,
andthen go study ...
LETS SKIP THE REST !
headed back home around 5+ ?
then bathed, changed head off to meet hucen .
after that,meet. talk. then we go eat.
thanks for sending me back home ..
will continue in the next post.
now,i wanna try to think whats gonna happen to me :( .
byebye :(

together,forever 1st month .

2010-04-25T05:39:00.001-07:00

hello !

korang2, besok kan togther,forever nyer first month,

AMANI SUKER :D

today , the people who made my day is my eldest sis.

she came today ,

DAMN, i laugh till stomach pain :)

i had really alot of fun ,

she really made me happy .

hahs . i love you guys, heh .

btwbtwbtw, besok kiter amik gambar lagi kay ?

YAY, TOMMOROW CAN SEE KAKSYIQY !

i wanna hug her tightly like i used to !

veryveryvery tight .

and tommorow, kakmyra gonna hug me again !

heh, ily people.

thanks for making my day better .

i promise kakmyra to post about her .

hehe , i love NURUL AMIRAH SHARIF !

andandand SITI NUR DIYANA, NUR HIDAYAH , NUR AFFIA !

heh :)

byebyebyebye !

when the one you need,dont need you :'(

2010-04-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

heyhey ,
back to post. sorry lamer tk post .
been busy and comp sotsot ..
hmm, yesterday was a fun and sad day .
LONGLONGLONGLONG story !
i reall wish , kiterh betol2 nyer rapat .
like we used to last time , but now, it feels like alot of things change .
i noe people hate me to be alive.
then might as well korang plan, abeyh get someone to kill me rite ?
you noe tak , it hurts when the one you love ,
did not talk to you ?
i really love her.
btw, kakmyra, thanks for the hugs and kisses !
you always cheer me up by giving a hug and a kiss.
and a very tight hug .
it really calms me down.
andandand, im starting to miss kaksyiqy hugs !
kaksyiqy syg , when you going to hug me as tight as u used to ?
hahs, i love tight hugs ..
mengapa ini semua harus berlaku ?
i really miss the times we spent,
and TOGETHER,FOREVER, LAGI 2 HARI OUR 1 MONTH BEING TOGETHER <3
AFFIA, DIYANA, HIDAYAH and AMANI !
guys, thanks for being there. you guys are the best .
the only ppl that i have problems and i go to.
you guys made my day ,
make me smile , i know sometimes, we do fight .
but, we love each other. i really treat you guys as my own sisters .
i love you all .

so lonely now that you left me,

if i could runaway you know i would,

when your love is lost,

your whole worlds thrown off , when the one you need dont need you,

what do you do, when love is lost ...

:( :( :(

2010-04-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

this post is a sad post .
you know, i know..
thanks yeah choochoo train for last night .
and nabylaah and farahi for trying to cheer me up .
the most thing that i was hurt by her msg .
i know, everyone has to change ..
but your msg REALLY hurt me .
i wanted to cry , but i held back my tears ..
when i got home, i read the msg again .
then i cried , you are my only .
i dont wanna fight or lose you .
i wish , we could be friends forever .
till death seperate us apart :(
butbutbut, i dont wanna fight .
i mean its not a fight ah , but your msg really make me cry .
i feel if i were to lose a friend like you , i will be the saddest person in the world .
i want you , i dont want us to be seperated .
i love you with all my heart ...
you are the only friend i share my secrets with, the one that seen me cry and i have seen you cry .
remember we share tears together ?
you smile, i smile .
you laugh , i laugh .
you sad , i sad .
i would want to be friends with you all the while, till i die .
im sorry , if you dont see the old me.
but , i dont want us to be seperated .
i seriously now very sad .
okay lah , i cant go on .
byebye :(

ending this post,
with tears that roll down my cheeks . :(

get well soon :(

2010-04-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

hey ,
im really sorry for not posting .
no mood lah .
when she told me about that news,
i really was SO SAD :(
i could not imagine what will happen if ....................
you know i know .
i dont want to lose you.
but no matter what, you still have to go for that right ?
i was really sad .
i didnt know about this,
you could have tell me earlier right ?
but lucky you are getting better.
and yeah , the good news did cheer me up by abit .
i love you sayang <3 .
me and diyana will always pray that you will get well soon ,
keep me updated please.
sayang, i cant imagine what will happen to me if i lose you .
when you told me, i wanted to cry .
but i have to accept the fact right ?
baby, promise me whatever happen ,
please remember me and bring those memories with you kay ?
darling, i lovee you so much kay ?
diyana, lets pray together for my sayang kay ?
BABY, me and diyana will always pray for you.
i really hope you will get well soon .
ILOVEYOUUU ..

Thanks yeah .

2010-04-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

AbgZaidi :)

thanks yeah abg .
you know, i know. heh !
i appreciate it . you help me though .
you make me smile semalam .
i had no one, but lucky you was there.
thanks for saying that you will be there when i need you or when i got prob.
to all HATERS of him,
you have NO RIGHT to hate him !
what have he done to you that you hate him ?
I SWEAR i dont hate him..
andandand , dont judge him kaeyh ?
he is a great persone :D
kay, currently chatting with kaksyiqy !
aww, i love her hugs .
she hug me so tight ! i likeee :)
haha, i hope today i will remain happy like this :)
i dont wanna be sad everyday .
like wat shereen say ,
HAPPY SELALU !
haha, kay lah . i want go do other things .
byebye :D

2010-04-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

alamak !
long timee no post ! try to understand, my comp that time sotsot.
hehe. IHeartDayahhSb,Yanasepeyt :)
my day nowadays have been worst ,heartaching, and happy at sometimes.
i feel so left out woth family :(
they dont care about me . like wat happen just now.
me: Lebih baik aku mati dari tngk muker korang
someone: mati ah, pergi! the door is always open for you
and this, i did NOT make it up kaeyh ?
its true !
i feel so sad :( i cant believe they want me dead .
btw, thanks to some of you for making my day .
i had great time with you guys .
when im sad, SOME of you are there for me.
i appreciatee it...

not fit to be with all of you):

2010-03-15T21:04:00.000-07:00

hey.
i got no mood.
haha, omg makin hari more no mood .
i wanna be dead !
then everybody will be happy .
im seriously not meant to fit with you guys.
im just an extra serious .
you guys continue have fun okay ?
andandand amani sayang hidayah .
butbutbut, hidayah tak sayang amani :(
haha , and again those tears.
just got beaten by ..........
idk why ah .
im a doll and a statue .
you all do whatever you want and even think im not there.
i will miss those times i spent with you guys .
when in school , i might be happy .
but after ? my mood go down and im back to 'emo'
i may be happy on the outside but inside ?
im acctually crying on the inside .
guys, if one day . i have to leave,
i will definitely take those memories i spent with you guys.
i would cherish them. even though im just useless to ALL of you .
i want someone to need me , is that so bad ?
im really giving up :(
nobody needs me .
and, i love you guys, but do you guys feel the same as i do ?
i just cant go on likethis :(

2010-03-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

hey :(
im never tired of postingg..
if i have nothing to do then i will post ...
i have always hope the year of 2010 will be better .
but, it is worser then last year :( , why must i go through all these ?
fights,problems,pain,being left out and many moree.
well, im gonna write about something that i feel .

have you guys all see me when im in a sad mode?
did anybody bother to ask do you need someone to talk to you ?
i guess im just a piece of paper to you all .
when you need me you use me, when you dont you dump me.
im really sorry for letting out here.
cause to me blog is the only way to let out everything :(
i guess if a car hit me or bang me, no one will care right ?
im tired of life, putting up a fake smile.
i cant control my tears, it keep rolling down my cheeks.
i would even risk my life for the sake of you all .
yerp, i know im the BADDEST friend you guys ever had right ?
has anyone accompany me when im alone ?
yes, maybe there is but some of you just left me alone.
acting like im not even there, like im invinsible
i want you guys to know that no matter how i have been treated,
to me, all of you are still my friends.
i really dont wish to let go of the one i love as my friends.
im just not the right friend to fit with all of you . how i wish i was never born . then you wont have a friend by the name of AmaniKhaled . :( I cant believe im sheding to many tears now . im just an extra right ? this year, i really shed to many tears.I was wrong to make myself promise to 2 people to stop slashing. but i will try and i can do it. i wanna be alone right now. i told my sis not to disturb me. Now, i just wanna end by saying, SORRY for being the baddest friend in the whole world, if only i could run to this far place and never come back , ppl might be happy :( i have been keeping this to myself for so many days,and finnaly i decide to let it out...

i wanna have a smile always,like last time :(

2010-03-12T04:58:00.000-08:00

hellloooo ,

hehe . kay , im back .

today played tepung !

veryveryveryvery FUN !

hehe .

omgomgomg, junjun is online.

its been 3 months since i last chat with her .

sad kan ? hehe.

she miss me :P .

okay, i did not even touch my rice .

did not eat ,

kay, ah byebye :D

next time post.

HappyBirthdayAdli&ArwahMama :)

2010-03-11T06:09:00.000-08:00

heyhey readers,darlings,precious,bloghoppers and so on .
haha, adli is on the top picture.
hehe.
today his birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
thanks for being my friend :)
a funny one .
haha, the jokes you made last year,
the names you call me . (hehe )
trust me , no matter what , i wont forget a friend like you.
hehe, im sure u noe wat im gonna buy for you :P
adli, im waiting for tommorow lahh !
hehe , it is a MUST kay ?
i hope tommorow come FASTT !
adli, maafkan amani kalau i have done smth wrong kay ?
haha, ni dah 13 , kene jadi good boy !
jangan naughty-naughty .
will be meeting you tommorow kan ? hehe.
and, may all ur wishes come true.
good luck in all that you do , make sure you pass all your exams :)
hehe, BETTER be prepared for tommorow !
hehe, jengjengjengg..
hehe, andandand , hidayah and yana ,
ingat tau bawa extra baju !
hehe. i miss hidayah sec2 .
did not see her after school today.
hehe, I GOT NO PREPAID ! so saddd :(
cant msg people like hidayah, kakyanna and many more lah
i wont talk about arwah mama today ,
maybe other times ?? im seriously too sedih to talk about it :( :( :( .

sheding tears :(

2010-03-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

im in totally sad mode :(
why ?! i told you that im an extra, useless .
nobody believe .
i felt like i just have been shot by a gun !
why does SO many things happen this year ?
yes, people have their own reasons, but why does it affect me?
idk why , this year is the year that i shed a lot of tears.
i miss my hyper self.
yerp, i agreee i was DAMN hyper just now .
when i got home, everything changes .
currently in crying mode. :(
why ?!?! its just like im an extra ?
when im around, i think people dont feel that im acctualy there .
even in family . im useless !
i miss my arwah mama .
it happens to be her bdae on adli bdae.
11 march . i know wat to get for adli already ..
but, if arwah mama was here, i could celebrate her bdae :(
she left me , to be honest, idun even know if i got celebrate her bdae wit her bfore ornot .
before she left me and the rest.
i really miss the times i get scolding from her,
the times when she used to defend from daddy beating me .
and even i miss her smile :(
she left me to fastttttttt :( !
now, nobody defend me when i get scolding .
NOBODY !
they even sometimes laugh when i get scolded or beating.
i hate getting beating when i did nt do anything .
currently sheding tears bout wat happen which i wont say here .
i wish to celebrate with her ..
but, all i can do is wish her happy birthday .
you are the BEST arwah mum ever <3!
imyyyyyyyyyyyy :( :( :(

HappyBirthday ilham :)

2010-03-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

HappyBirthday ilham! :)

hey . just wanna wish happy birthday to ilham .

he have been a funny,great and fun boy.

happy birthday .

may all your wish come true .

thanks for forgiving us on what happen that time ,

we are really sorry .

okay , the second picture is like WTF ?

hehe.

wanna noe why ?

at the count of three, 1,2,3 .

we were to smile.

but at 3, ilham slap my face !

haha.

thats why i look funny in that picture.

haha, happy birthday ilham once again .

and dont ever do the 1,2,3(slap !)

again kay ?

haha.

i miss those times in sembawang park where we joke :D

byebye :)

2010-03-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

hidayah <3 ~

HIDAYAH <3! preety one !

picture after washing up from the flour -.- .

hehe. hidayah lawa ngan cute kan ?

yerp , kiter decide to dry our hair .

so we let down .

even worse is i have to wash up 2 times !!!

thanks to those 2 guys for the second time .

kay lah , now is currently 11:51 :)

im sleeping at 12+ :).

i lazy go sleep .

haha, byebye :)

andandand goodnight to those who are sleeping soon :P

byeeee .

There's a difference between goodbye and letting go.

Goodbye is "I'll see you again when I'm ready to hold your hand,
and when you're ready to hold mine.
Letting go is "I'll miss your hand.
I realized its not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid,

of losing what you already have with that person
But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don’t be a person who has to look back,
and wonder what they could have had.
No one waits forever.

2010-03-05T21:21:00.000-08:00

camwhore with diyana in the bus !

fun ah . hehe. now, we did not go anywhere.

from lp, we go 1 round then back at lp again , kes tkder kerja.

abeyh kan ader satu orang ni kan . sleep in the bus .

who ah ? hehe (amani step tk tahu jek)

haha, you know who you are.

i will upload the pic i take of her in the bus,when she is sleeping :P

im so evill .. haha.

yesterday was at sepak takraw court from 9.15pm till 10pm+

then send diyana home and reached home around 10.30 ?

hehe. then played comp till 11.45 .

then slept at 1am .

hahahahah ! later maybe go lepak ..

maybe jek ah .

im boredddddddddd :)

currently chatting with diyana and zareena.

hhee, oh ya ,

guess wat happen at lp ?

wont elaborate the first part.

then tiba-tiba jek ,

the tepung hit me !

haha, hidayah sec 2 kene paling rabak .hehe

then we head of to wash up at the tap there.

i 'bath' for hidayah,diyana,affia and sarah .

then hidayah 'bath' for me.

its so the fun !!!!

kay ah , i will try to continue in the next post.

btw, the pictures are not all !

there is moree !!!

2010-03-02T05:47:00.001-08:00

HanyaAmaniSahaja !

your one and only...

got hug from kaksyiqy !!!

2010-03-02T05:44:00.000-08:00

hello :)
yerp, today went lepak awhile jek ..
then went home,bath then study .
common test tommorow
of course must study .
before went to school,i promise daddy to study then can play computer.
when he come back, must show him wat i did .
i wanna pass my common test !!!
then called daddy,
me: daddy, i done my work , can use computer?
daddy: you sure ?
me: very very sure. really.
daddy: okay , but i will check when i come back.
me: YAY! thankyou daddy . iloveyou..
haha, then daddy let me use the comp .
I GOT HUG FROM KAKSYIQY !!!!!!!!!!!
omgomg, cool kan ?
iloveyou ...
she hugged me !
so happy ..
hehe :)
okay lah .
i want to have my night time study :D
wish me luck for tommorow english and CP common test!
BYEBYE :D

Amani syg Diyana !

2010-03-01T02:41:00.000-08:00

hello ! today right amani good girl ...

go home at around 3.50 . good right ?

hehehe.. cause after sending diyana home, i went home.

bored yeah .

currrently home alone.

hehe ! BESTBEST ! very senyap ..

omgomgomg ! justin bieber is so HOT and CUTE !!

today school end at 1.

then got IP coaching, 2-3.30 or 3.20 i think ..

then after school, did not go mac, lazy .

only me diyana and raihan stayed in school .

sarah and the rest go mac. FUN ah stay in school .

haha, we walk past art room then saw erra,liyana,nabilah,amir and khatijah (i think )

hehe. then went in .

raihan sat with amir while me and diyana sit and chat with the girls.

fun ah chat with them .

then we go out from the art room .

then we went to explore the school !

trust me, 3 months past, this is the first time i went to the 4th level !

REALLY ! first time .hehe

VEY big lei, spacious. then i go like "WAH ! besarnyer ! best seyh "

diyana pun !

i like jakon like tht.

then raihan keep disturbing us !

WTF !

hehe. then after exploring the school, we went back art room .

then go canteen , then go IP coaching!

diyana cute ah she.

i go like yana, i bising seyh .

then i keep shouting BISING !!

giler kan ?

ILOVE DIYANA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, i guess thats all ,

im tired ah .

will try to post tommorow,

if i get home earlier...

kay?

BYEBYE ! :)

2010-02-28T05:24:00.000-08:00

hello :)

ni amani . back to post. computer dah okay dah .

lucky.

thanks to my syg, DIYANA, dia post kan !

ily,

chatted with kaksyiqy just now.

she rocks.

ily too lah kakak ku.

now chatting with nabilah and adi .

nabilah cute lah ..

tadi lepak with yana,nini and my sisters.

fun tu fun lah .

hehe.

NABILAH lawa..

2010-02-26T04:02:00.000-08:00

Hihi , this is Diyana . Picture above ( ^^ ) .
Canteyk ryte this picture =)
Amani mah , Diyana perh ..
Harhar's ..
Updating untukz Amani Khaled as I think her computer spoil ?
& fuxk , her father coming back this Sunday . HOOOOOOOOOOOLY mama .
Haha , next week need to go home before faivvvvvvv ( 5 ) .
Wakaaaaaaaaaaakaaaaaaaaaaaakaaaaaaaaaa . Too bad Soo Saddd :p .
Amani waas disturbed by people calling her ' Air mani ' & with the cycaq thingy (:
Parrrrrrrrdhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaan mukkkkkkkkkkker ..
Okok , lazy type liao . Sayoooooooooooooooooooonaraaaaaaaa people !!
Do continue tagging people !

KAKSYIQY !!!!!

2010-02-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

hello .
school was great .
after school also .
i love it when it was at mac:)
FUN!
then headed to limbang park.
at limbang park yana ask water.
then we drink ah .
when i drinking that time,
suddenly......... the ball come hit the bottle !! nobody come and tell me tht the ball coming.
then my shirt wet..
i shout like mad girl like that .
then he say sorry /.
nasib dia ckp sorry !
hehe,
was waiting for kaksyiqy to online .
then , SHE FINALLY ONLINE !!
i was happy like hell !!
imiss chatting with her..
kay lah .
i malas nk post..
byebye :D

2010-02-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

heyhey .
today ,
050210, is the best day ever !
lepak with diyana,ellesyah,erra,nini,ilham,raihan,ali,kamarul,mangkok,fadhly,deanboi,udeen and manymany more but forget .
GEREK AHS !
gerek gylerr.
main hujan, soccer.
and many more.
we played soccer, from soccer to captain ball .
then soccer .
haha , gerek and fun gila nk mampus !
went home around 6.15-6.20 ?
forget ah.
then the whether veryy coldddd.
was shivering .
and then we camwhore .
fun ah .
then went home,
we send ellesyah until the lift there.
we were with ali,kamrul,esai,fadhly,diyana and me .
then they send me till the traffic light there.
thanks ah !
gerek ah lepak ngan dorang semuer !
btwbtwbtw,
wanna know smth ?
I LOVE KashCrew !!!

if you die,i will die with you ...

2010-02-03T02:14:00.000-08:00

hello .

i really wanna thank diyana for cheering me up .

i guess you are the best after all .

i really love you.

i will be here for you .

just like you being here for me.

im telling you this,

if you die, i will die with you .

i cant imagine wat will happen if i dont meet you .

im very lucky to have meet someone like you.

i guess god has gave me a very good friend that i love alot.

i wanna wish you a 9years and 2 months.

i wanna tell you that i love you .

im gonna get you a present for today :D

not telling youu :P

HAPPY 9YEARS AND 2 MONTHS OF FRIENDSHIP !!!

we celebrate tommorow kay ?

iloveyouu ..

i sayang aidah ! 270110

2010-01-27T06:17:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum :) .
seesee my chat with my 'matair'
actually aidah .

me:syg, tk tido ker?
aidah : tk nak ah syg,i tklei tido i rindu you :(
me: alah,i rindu you more lah syg.
aidah : alah uu , bila nk jumpa :( i winduu uu
me : i rindu you more lah syg
aidah : alah u ni sweet nah :)
me : you lagy sweet lah syg.
aidah : lah u i malu lah
me : you tkmo malu lah syg ..
aidah : lah syg ,u tahu tk.. i miss u ! i swear .

sweet kan aidah ?
i love aidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dah, we want to chat sommore ah .
and im quite sleepy .
nightnight !

2010-01-26T03:51:00.000-08:00

hey ..
school was fine , i like the part when i meet AIDAH,YAHLING AND NICOLE !!!!!!!!!
imissthem like HELL..
then aidah need go home first .
sadsad .
then stayed mac with yahling .
after that germaine and nicole came .
imiss nicolee ...
then they had to go .
so say-ed byebye to them .
then continue to lepak at mac with the peeps .
something happen .
wont say .

it seems like im 'allergic' to certain lagu jiwang .
some lagu , remind me of you .
the times i spent with you ,
the times when we celebrate our monthsary ,
but to bad, we were different now /
i feel like crying whenever i hear lagu jiwang.
you sang some songs to me .
saying that nothing can break us apart .
but all those words were lies.
you make me happy though .
even though we were together for only 10months ,
i was happy though .
remember the time you hugged me ?
when i was sad, you used to be sad with me.
i guess now not anymore..
im crying now.
i miss ur smile, laughter , ur hugs and ur kisses.
:( trying to be strong.
thanks for the love( eventhough i was the one tht ask for break)

2010-01-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

HEY im backk !!!
rindu tk????
hehe ...
currently using ellesyah laptop to post .
and im currently in macdonald :)
with sarah,diyana,kakmyra,raihan,adi,mangkok,hafiz and many moreeee...
ILOVE DIYANA,SARAH AND KAKMYRAA !!!!!!!!!!
dah, short post for today ...

Ellesyah KIYUTTT!!!!

2010-01-12T05:14:00.000-08:00

hey :(
i seriously dont want to continue like this.
im crying now...
thanks ellesyah for accompanying me.
but continue wit your homework kay ?
i want you to pass ur exams ..
yes, im extra.
yes,i dont deserve to be born .
why ?!?!!!
you hurt me.
all these while, i cant believe i used to miss you.
then u use those words.
i cant believe you dont care for me.
i know
i will still prefer you living with us.
i miss you.
i love you .
but i guess not anymore...
you said those words .
yes, im an extra to familyy.....
i miss my arwah mum .
i want you.
my life is so worsed without you.
i wish you were here.
why you leave us ?
i dont want to leave with my stepmother.
but with you arwah mama.

110110

2010-01-11T03:54:00.000-08:00

hey :D
today school was fine. had lessons.
didnot bring my english notes . shits. haha.
then SKIP !
after school,went mac with sarah,diyana,chermaine,kakmyra and shasha.
and also with erra and friends ah .
then at mac raihan belanjer.
ahha, brought filletOfish student meal.
after tht mangkok came.
and dayana came too.
miss her.
went limbang park . with the both yana's haa. kk, diyana and dayana.
headed back to mac,
saw kamarul,ali and 2 other friends..
salam them .
sorry kakmyra didnt go your house.
thousands of sorry .
then diyana,raihan,nini and sarah came my house.
headed to mac. then me and kaknini send yana .
btw, before tht we go follow the soccer boys back sch .
for their training. but we did not go inside.
FYI, (i skipped some part)
after hantar diyana, went back home.
then saw mangkok and sarah .
sat for few minutes then went home.
before tht salam sarah and mangkok .
thats all for today i think !
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE :D!!!!

those last words were meaningful ....

imiss my blood sister :(

2010-01-09T05:18:00.001-08:00

i miss my kakak .
my real blood sister.
she very long nvr come.
i wish she could.
daddy ask her go my ceremony but her excuse was hockey.
why ah? its like she dont even love her own sister? i guess she dont .
she hates me ? she refuses to even come to visit us.
why ?!!!! hockey is all she cares. friends is all she cares . her sister ?
even during the PSLE results. she went home straight after i got my results.
noe why ? she going out with her friend. i really hate it.
whenever we ask her to come,she give excuse.
eversince she lives there, she changed. daddy will always side her.
i always thinks daddy loves me less. love my sisters more then me.
like how i think amira loves dina,dalya,nancy,nada and nora but not me.
i thinks she hates me.
too SAD to continue......

070110

2010-01-07T03:56:00.002-08:00

070110
Heyy !!
im back .
miss me ?
hehe, kidding .
i love my best friend, Siti Nur Diyana Bte ....... , i dunwan expose her FULL name.
but still i miss aidah and nicole .
today dk wat to say.
i went to lead the cheer :( !
not fair.
acctualy the boys say they want, then when reach liao dunwan .
tk fairrr.
sebab sarah tk dtg ,
after school, went to meet kakmyra at mac.
only me and kakmyra know the thing..
thanks to kakmyra.
for ....................................................... .
then headed to limbang park .
took pics.
say goodbye to chermaine.
cause she go home.
then sit on the bridge while fadhli and the rest sit at pondok .
ambil gambar, talk craps, laugh !
then went to dlss, visit ah .
btw, about the bridge thingy diyana and me noe ^^
oops, gtg,
will continue in my next post, promiseee...

first day of school !

2010-01-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

HEY !
i miss posting. haha
today first day of school.
went school with kakmyra.
since its raining.
we got 1 week of orientation.
so fun day .
chatted with sarah,diyana & chermaine.
same class mah .
hehe.
went hall, sat there feeling VERY cold.
so the teacher off the fan. LUCKY !
blablabla .
met our GL .
didcheer.
went back to class, handed in form .
recess.
walk around the school.
then ended school at 4.00PM
shocked to see that ali,kamarul,hafiz mangkok were outside school .
so they call us.
then went to mac to eat.
brought mac chicken .
cant finish my burger.
so i push 1 side.
im full to eat .
i think i eat not even half.
haha.
then ali ask me to eat . but i dont want.
give to sarah :)
but hafiz took some of it,ali too .
then sarah get to eat some :D
cant wait for school tomorrow!!!!!!!!!
goodbye ! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-12-31T14:35:00.000-08:00

hey :D
im back .
thanks diyana syg for posting for me.
its been long since i meet wit kaknini.
i miss her lots.
lucky i met diyana.
haha.
okay, im wishing the ppl here, a happy new year!
may this year be better.
rushing out this post as i am sleepy.
now 6.38 am. if i got time i will post kay ?
thanks to diyana again, kaknini meetsoon.
once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-12-31T04:44:00.000-08:00

hihi , yanashortyy here ! posting for amani aka lazy pigg :D
hahaaaazz. Btw ppl thankz for the taggggg :D
Amani nie , post sikit pon tk lei . alamaaaaak
Bey suroh orang update kn dier ..
Haiyo , amani amani !
Met her just nowww ..
She brought her guitar downnn ..
Ok la , short post , tataaaaaaaaaz

AWAY~ 20-22!

2009-12-19T02:44:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.
im back to post.
andand will be away.
imgoing to chalet.
tommorow to tuesday !
anything text my phone !
i miss my cuzzie's!
of course most is,
KAKEFF,KAKNURUL,FAHYQA,RUII!!!!!
i miss them tons.
finally can see them .......
just now met diyana.
i wanna tompang her but she scared ahs.
nak tompang dia naik piyo.
will upload the pic soon .
cant wait for chalet.
DADDY, i want my topup!!!!!!!!
left $4 only .
hehe.
i miss kaknini and adeq diyana!
ILOVETHEM!
btw, today nicole coming back !!!! miss her lots.

2009-12-16T03:46:00.000-08:00

hey. sorry for the pics.

i noe it was late haha.

okay .

imiss kaknini and adeq diyana.

i had fun going out wit them !

alot of fun ...

kaknini msg me again .

asking if i got go down .

yesterday went to yewtee point wit kaknini,adeq diyana and emi .

then we campur duit to buy ice-cream .

brought choco cone.

but nini's adeq, udeen , gave us free vanilla cone.

haha.

went toilet took pics.

i think the pics wit diyana ?

right ?

didnt go down today.

currently chatting .

and drinking my vanilla milkshake.

noe quater part of your call by guitar.

kakmyra thought me.

haha.

ok, gtg.

byebye !!!!!

2009-12-13T01:27:00.000-08:00

heyyy.
wadcha ppl doing ?
haha.
lol. ok, im missing kakmyra rite now.
1 and a half days nvr see her :( hehe
okay, texted kimmy.
sorry semalam tk reply.
prepaid habis katerkan .
haha. now ive got my prepaid.
hmm, smlm went cycling.
then we reached nini hse the below,
she say she lazy go down.
so we went bck urh.
badan sakit!!!!!!
what to do eyh ?
my badan sakit like hell man.
kimmy nk tido ah .
dia ader parrot. haha.
im bored.
haha. okay,
off to go.
hehe.
byebye :D

2009-12-10T00:15:00.001-08:00

heyheyhey.
im back to post.
to : diyana,aidah and nicole.
i will post the pic soon kay?
sorry .
awww, imisskakmyra.
thanks to kakmyra, everything fine.
ok, yesterday played wit kakmyra till 8 + went home.
almost like everyday wit her,
okay ah .
idk wat to post. bye.

HappyBirthdayKakMyra!

2009-12-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO :)

okay im back.

yesterday was veryveryvery FUN!

seriously.

first when 3rd storey .

then when to play ,

then headed to kakmyra hse.

watched michael jackson .

after that, my most fav part!

GUITAR ! kakmyra sings DAMN well.

she plays the guitar too.

i took alot of videos of her singing and playing guitar.

she is damn preety.

play-ed pool .

syafiq was like spoiling the whole video u noe.

he keep making us laugh .

then they played pictureka while me and kakmyra talk about certain things.

was shocked to noe tht kakmyra also noe kamarul.

haha, kk .

then go her room, she did my hair.

then she offered us to stay at her hse for dinner and yes we did.

i never get to eat those things in my hse haha.

then went home it was like going to be 9.30 pm.

haha.

was so sososo FUN!

and i also get to see her preetyface!

kk, byebye.

Happy Birthday KakMyra. stay preety :)

2009-11-30T16:13:00.000-08:00

hey im back .

the picture is HariRayaHaji.

okay bout yesterday .

first met nicole at 542.

then we go mac.

then we waited for diyana.

texted her.

the funny moment was when we are sending pictures,

i finding 4 nicole the name.

and then there we saw monkey.

then we look around see who is monkey.

but we did not find out.

and i "ACCIDENTALY" click send to monkey.

i showed it to nicole and we look around see who is monkey.

then suddenly one army boy hold the phone.

we thought it was him.

then the friends were looking around.

me and nicole laugh like hell .

and then diyana turn up .

so we walked to ytp .

then reached liao walked around.

then go to the hall there.

sat for awhile.

nicole need to go to the ahma hse.

so me and diyana sended her.

and then we walked the long cut.

and brought air batu from nabeel hse.

so we sat at the near hall there.

suddenly my phone ter-off.

then i look , battery low.

as i wanted to charge my phone,

i go home.

diyana say she hungry .

so she went home .

but b4 tht go the yewtee cc.

go tompang toilet.

haha. so i sended her across the road.

and she went back then i went back .

got a message from sis.

asking me my choices of school.

sorry diyana cant follow u today.

really sorry .

tommorow meet lagy kay ?

OKlah , gtg, byebye :D

2009-11-29T17:01:00.001-08:00

hey.
im missing 6 bernadette alot.
okay to diyana,nicole and aidah .
i think, my sister will be sending me the pic we took and i will upload it kay ?
okay, i miss the videos ah .
when i play the comp, its reminds me of the video we took .
aidah,me,nicole and diyana.
we had SO much of fun .
i miss those times really.
i miss aidah,diyana and nicole jokes.
and their laughters.
u guys are the best .
but must meet often kay ?
okay, im bored rite now.
hehes.
gtg, will post soon .
will post about wat secondary school im posted too .
byebyeee!!!

2009-11-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

deardeardear precious blog,viewers.
im gonna take my result back today .
im veryveryvery scared if i retain .
i hope i dont .
i wanna thank those who became my frens .
i will never forget all of you.
and all the best to 6BERNADETTE for their results.
i hope no one will retain .
short post.

2009-11-22T18:37:00.000-08:00

hey, im back.

okay , here's a post.

dear 6 bernadette's 2009,

i realise you are the best.

all of you make the day in the class better.

im gonna miss all of you.

those pictures, i will nvr delete.

its the only memories of our 6b.

lets not care about wat ppl think about ourclass.

we will always remain the class of 6B'09.

Haha, the picture of me,aidah,diyana&nicole,

its when they came to my hse.

and we were DAMN crazy at my hse.

haha. and it was VERY,VERY,VERY fun .

we sang to justin bieber song, one time ,obssessed, hotelroomservice and many more.

then we ate.

when its raining, aidah,nicole&diyana will always 'tompang' at my hse.

then aidah have to go home but its raining, so i lend her my slippper :)

you guys brighten my day in class.

eventhough Haoxuan is suspended from school,

he was once a lassalian from 6B right ?

i love you guys more than words can express.

i will definetly not forget u all.

and the day on graduation day ,

we danced to the song down.

have you all ever thought wat will happen if 1 person spoils the dance ?

the whole dance will spoil.

therefore, we worked together as a group of 6B!

i will miss the times when we joke around .

and joel ng will always zap us.

maybe i should miss his zapping too.

haha.

okay, now im quite tired.

i will sleep for a while.

i promise i will continue in my next post.

byebye .

the class of 2009 that i will never forget,

6Bernadette2009 .

2009-11-22T03:54:00.000-08:00

hey.
erm, i use my sister tagboard.as i lost my password for it.
SO I USE HER'S!
SO, PLEASE TAG AND DUN GET THE WRONG IDEA :)
THANKYOU :D

2009-11-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

hey.
im back .
i badly wanna watch this movie.
nvm, gonna ask daddy bring me .
or my sister.
i heard from my sis that this story is very sad.
reminds me of the bestfriend and arwah mama.

breslin plays anna, a girl who's taken alot of pain for her sister,suffering from leukmia.
when anna discovered that she was conceived as basically a walking organ bank for her sister, she start to question her place in life. so much so that she's looking to emancipate herself to her family, a decision that could rip her family apart and kill her sister.

i badly wanna watch tht movie.
daddy please give me money :(
i wanna watch .
kimmy is eating.
he makan tk ajak .
haha, kimmy faster eat!!!!
okay ah.
byebye ...

2009-11-08T22:23:00.000-08:00

hello :D
later going lotone with diyana.
now at home so decided to post.
diyana wanted to use.
just now after school went to diyana hse.
she wanted to change.
then, we went to bbt.
saw syafiq .
then the guy beside him go shout eyh diyana .
haha.
now chatting wit ellesyah.
finnaly maddy online.
just now wait very long.
then finnaly she online.
diyana playing outside.
we waiting until 3 then we go .
okay, i better go change now.
byebye :)

will TRY to post tommorow /
bye

2009-10-29T22:19:00.000-07:00

hello .
back.
today went to ballet room.
actually almost everyday lah.
but today FULL dress rehearesel.
bored now.
yesterday, went to hall (not school hall)
with diyana,dalya,emi and qistina.
then played catching dngn some of the boys ah.
skrg boring.
chattting with randi.
now emi come :D
okok, i going yewtee soon.
byebye.

hanya kamu sayang. aku rindu kau.

2009-10-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

hey !
im back posting again.
i misskakfydaa!
must faster reply me tau.
when u meeting me tau.
now i chatting with katedarl and nelly.
i very happy yesterday.
wannna know why ?
JUNJUN CAME ONLINE!!!!!!!!!
and also yesterday i went out..
then came bck around 9 i think.
today going out again.
but today is with all those ppl yesterday except for cid kay ?
shes busy today .
oh and btw,
happy birthday my deardearfriend,
i will never forget you and all the things u have done.
i promised you, i will try my best to get to secondary school.
u have move on.
and i miss you still .
but,two things tht i will nvr forget, itis,
ur birthday and the things u have done for me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARDEARDEAR FRIEND.
imissyou.
you left before ur birthday.
IWANT TO CELEBRATE IT WITH YOU!
but u left.
its okay rite ?
i know u are watching me.
you are the BEST i ever had.
thanks.
happy birthday..
thanks for being a great friend, iloveyou as a GREAT friend.

okay ,
byebye :(

aidah syg mohd.irfan kan ?

2009-10-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

heyhey!
im back .
aidah oh aidah,
kemana kau menghilangkan dirimu ?
haha. lols
i miss her DAMN lot.
and yahling too .
imissthem.
now chatitng with aidah.
ive got alot of craps to talk with them.
btw,good morning ppl.
i was online since 9.10 ? should be ah.
going out later.
these whole weeks,
PSLE marking dae, iaint free.
will be going out.
like usual :D
okay ah,
going get ready :)
bye...

irfan or irfan,
me and aidah miss you.
hope to see you again :D
must tau . klau tk nanti aiddah nangis.
hehe :D
byeeeeeeee

a new day. ilovemaddysayang!

2009-10-18T01:04:00.000-07:00

hey .
yeah, im back.
so how?
my skin ? nice?
all thanks to maddysayang.
dia ialah seorang yg kucinta.
maddy oh maddy.
just now chatted with her.
dia asyik ckp dia tk lawa,
in fact she is pretty .
i love her many.
i miss mohd.irfan haha.
aidah ? mohd.irfan, aku punya.
hershey jangan jealous.
oh and, luisa keep complaining tome tht she was bored.
same here luisa.
got a call.
from aidah.
later i call luisa kay ?
okay, thts all.
alamak, aidah has gone of9 ?!!!
sad:(
okay ah. bye :D

terima kasih, MADDY PREETYHEAD :D
AKU CINTA MADDY....

oh maddy sayang..

2009-10-17T03:54:00.000-07:00

yeah. im back.
went lotone with Aidah,Yahling and Diyana.
we ate at LJS.
fun ah.
then the man beside us, we saw the table was FULL of chili sauce.
the FULL word is meant for aidah :D
then in the bus saw MADDY LAWA!
she pretty ah.
now chatitng with her .
but currently shes away.
iloveheralot!
and maddy, dont think the other way round.
my mama kan knal u ?
kankankan?
haha.
MADDY ! AKUSAYANGKAMU.
HEHE.
last long dngn ur boyfie :).
dah habis mandi pun dia.
haha,
wangiii(mcm paham!)
oh and the vans shoe maddy,
is duit haram.
haha . mcm betul! duit ikhlas lah.
wait for ur vans shoe kay ?
kay ah.
i go chat with her.
byeeee!

2009-10-13T01:17:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEYHEY!!!!

im back,

currently at natalya house.

i 1 day at her house become crazy already.

imagine 1 week,

fuu tu lebih teruk.

haha.

they playing xbox.

i play the laptopyy.

fun ahh..

later going home soon.

take alot of pics ..

enjoy looking at the pics.

hehe :D

byebyeeee :D

2009-10-12T17:37:00.000-07:00

hey!
yerp , im blogging in red.
yesterday was DAMN fun tau.
yesterday and friday.
friday, me, aidah and diyana had pastamania.
my treat!
so fun.
then we headed to get ice-cream.
saw mira.
lawa lah she.
then yesterday, with
aidah,diyana,emi,nazmi,rina,sufiyan,iskandar,taqif,shahdu was there.
actually still we saw shangmei,afiqah,diyana,luisa,putri,qilin,sylvia and many more ah.
forgot.
then after that went home .
diyana and emi came my hse .
they wanted to eat.
so eat-ed at my hse.
then they played comp and went home.
6.15 i went out again.
then 7.45 came back with syairuddin,syafiq,nabilah,hazwani,aziz,syiqy,fariq.
and some of the others.
had so much fun.
they kecoh2 at my house.
then maybe later they coming again.
dorang nk main katakan.
haha.
TOYOL (pompuan) GI MAMPUS SUDAH EYH.
DA LAH MACAM BABI!!!!
hehE..
AIDAH,AIDAH,
mohd.Irfan!!
hhaha.
nanti dorang datang..
yay!
sungguh gembira.
haha.
oh and yesterday they call me kidkat.
ppl, now im known as kidkat kay ?
and ruddin is hershey!
ingat tau.
haha.
okay ah.
dah i nk go belah.
byebye!

Saayanq Dherr .

faz & sister ♥

~ *waves* dead bloggy

stupid ilham -.-

▲

school .

m.i.h ♥

M.I.H♥

GEYLANG ~

:'( memories

where are you? )':

LAME .

Imiss siti nur diyana !

bestfriend,bestfriend,bestfriend !

WORLD CUP 2010 ~

pictures .

BESTIE, lets jump&die .

SADSAD )):

i wish i was NEVER alive ):

not another one :(

together,forever 1st month .

when the one you need,dont need you :'(

:( :( :(

get well soon :(

Thanks yeah .

not fit to be with all of you):

i wanna have a smile always,like last time :(

HappyBirthdayAdli&ArwahMama :)

sheding tears :(

HappyBirthday ilham :)

got hug from kaksyiqy !!!

Amani syg Diyana !

KAKSYIQY !!!!!

if you die,i will die with you ...

i sayang aidah ! 270110

Ellesyah KIYUTTT!!!!

110110

imiss my blood sister :(

070110

first day of school !

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

AWAY~ 20-22!

HappyBirthdayKakMyra!

aidah syg mohd.irfan kan ?

a new day. ilovemaddysayang!

oh maddy sayang..

~ waves dead bloggy